it's sad to see you unscouted, and I was going to defend your case against the higher ups, but I was too late.
you have potential, but you have yet to utilize it.
I advise taking a step back from the Anime and study some of the basics. Perhaps some art exercises will help develop your skills. After that some rough sketching and some life drawing will help round out your skills as an artist.
After some development in the arts, you might get scouted again...
manuelberja
it's all right..
you're not alone.